Backwards in the dark

On a train, shuttling back into the black. It’s late August and I’m drunk. A handful of beers with friend Dave and now heading home. The clouds still hang a rime of blue but the summer’s over. Autumn is here. Autumn is the spider time.

Talking with Dave has been transformative. We spent our cups in novels and film theory and learning needs and what it is to swim. The pub is beside a river. Fish jumping from below the surface, bats skimming above, and all the gnats in a Venn diagram of doom.

I’ve been reading again. The Good Man Jesus And The Scoundrel Christ — The Penolopiad — All The Pretty Horses — The Man Of The Forest. All of it filling the well. I’m writing; the new novel is beginning to feel out the shape of itself. The Potter’s Field is about to step into the world. I hope it will find a path.

The sky has drained to dark while I’ve been writing this. Write drunk, edit sober, right?

One out of two ain’t bad.

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